Well here I sit in front of my laptop. Trying to get the energy to do some work today. The only thing about it is that I honestly feel like everything I’m doing is going unnoticed so why bother?
Still have people back stabbing me. Unpaid accounts. Wondering how I am gonna pay a couple bills that I have and even if the party I have scheduled for Saturday is going to even happen at this point.
Everyone wants help with this or that but when I ask for a favor I get taken advantage of or blown off.
What I seriously want to do is tell everyone to kiss my rear end and let things happen to them as it has done me. What comes around goes around. However, I know if I think positive and keep plugging away it does pay off. But as of now I honestly don’t see that happening as the light at the end of the tunnel is dim or flickering on and off just teasing me.
I want to go and do things but right now I feel no need what so ever to even go and attempt to do anything. What I seriously want to do is hang my head down and cry. But what is that gonna get me besides a runny nose and a headache? Still, can’t win for loosing.
Well the little ones are being quiet for a change which now scares me and work is calling me to do it.